me and my expo

As I sit on a couch, eating my curly tops and expo, I suddenly realized that I've been stressed out these past few days. Come to think of it, I couldn't remember when I last have a quiet time for myself. I've been very busy these days that I didn't even have time to spend for myself. Aside from getting ready for work, my only time for myself is when I get home watch a little, and sleep.

Looking at the dogs [procopio and lulu] sleeping, I felt that I also need to sleep at this time. I want to, but I can't. There are a lot of things that are running around my head. Things that make me feel awake. I don't think I can remove them from my head.

I bit part of my chocolate while reminiscing the things I've done in the past. Things that I decided to forget, but keep on knocking on my head. Suddenly, I smiled remembering one situation that happened before. Now I know that true happiness is not about big laughs or tears of joy. It's about a simple smile whenever you remember someone who made your life simply and completely happy.

Doing things alone makes me feel independent, but I never realized that there are a lot of people around me who are ready to help. Now I know I should appreciate and thank those people who are always there for me. I never thought that this would happen but I'm glad they are with me.

I couldn't imagine myself without those people who's been my outlet to release the bad vibes inside and blocking my heart to breathe.

I know that life never seems to be the way we want it, but we live the best way we can and we can fill it with perfect moments with our love ones.

Thirty minutes had passed and I felt relaxed. I had the best quiet moment for myself. Hoping to have this time again.